Loves,
Wendizzle


LostSo it seems I've lost you in this sea of confusion and cowardice that never ceases to end.Lost
I should have realized, I should have said something sooner; I called you a coward for not speaking up but I have no right. I too am a coward for not saying what I wanted to when I was still able.
I knew it was over, and I knew nothing would change; but still I foolishly said it.
I was wrong... Things did change after that. Not for the better though, as I've already said.
I've lost you.


You don't have to read...I got mad at you for doing what you wanted. I told another I could not trust them with my heart. I got mad at someone else for trying to love me. I got mad at myself because I feel I'm not enough, I'm not worth it, a failure. I almost got into 4 car accidents on the way home, because I took my life for granted. I am aggressive and possessive to the pointYou don't have to read...
it scares people and it's gotten so bad I don't know I'm doing it. I look down on myself because I don't feel I deserve to be happy. I also become afraid of happiness, and try to make whatever it is go away. I say I "can't" wh
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neji's mine
by hyuuga miyuki
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neji's mine
by hyuuga miyuki
read my fiction @ ff.net [link] | My Web Design Gallery [link]
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Have a beautitul day!
Chris
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